I Don't Even Know...
...and it's OK. That's what I keep reminding myself. Oddly, once again this year after March I've stopped writing. Not sure if it's from the excitement and warmth of summer or the busyness it brings, and (maybe) both. Anyways, I'm not even sure how to fill you in on the last five months. Sheesh! Has it really been that long?! For now, I don't think I'm going to even attempt to. Partly because I'm not even sure what to make of it and partly because it would quite possibly take pages to try. I can tell you where I am now, though. Or at least what I know of where I am now... Just to preface this, this comes from a very sensitive part of myself and I am probably writing for more my sake than yours and I apologize for that in advance. So, I am back in Boise, and I've been here for nearly three weeks. If I had it my way, I would not be here right now. The 'why' is probably not important. At least for now it is not. I do...